Te so povezane z vojno ali nerazumljivim življenjskim standardom mnogih;
da kot natakar v lokalu na dan zaslužiš 10 KM (5 EUR, 4.10 GBP), mi je nerazumljivo.
Nerazumljive so mi tudi druge "stvari", ki se dogajajo na tem planetu in v moji glavi.
Dojel sem, da svetovnih spremeniti ne morem.
V soboto sem s prijateljico Majo šel v (šele drugi) nočni utrip Sarajeva.
Da bom tu doživel gej zabavo, si res nisem mislil.
Javno se "o tem" namreč ne govori in ljudje so, tako pravijo, polni zatrtih čustev.
Mentaliteta naroda je pač taka, da muškarac ni šans, da voli muškarca ...
(na novoletni večer sem tudi sam doživel žalostne poglede fejst krajana, poleg katerega je bila žena in prijatelji; on pa me je gledal in gledal ... tako muškarci pač ne gledajo!)
V Majinem stanovanju sva nekaj malega popila in izvedel sem tri evrovizijske dens točke.
Čarobno zasneženo mesto naju je pričakalo nekaj minut pred enajsto.
Bil sem totalno firbčen, kakšen bo prostor, koliko bo ljudi ... predvsem pa:
potreboval sem odklop, se naplesat in turbofolk muzika je bila več kot naročena zame.
Že pri vhodu sem vedel, da bo to večer z energijo, kakršno premorejo naši južni sosedje.
V prostoru je bilo kar nekaj všečnih obiskovalcev in še so prihajali.
Opazila sva se z Jasonom1, ki je sameval ob požirkih piva ...
Zagledam kolega, prišel je v družbi fanta in prijateljev.
Grem jih pozdravit.
In takoj sva si z Jasonom2 padla v oči.
Bil je ... kot zaročenec iz sanj.
Imam ženo, živim v tujini; te to moti, vpraša.
Ah, kje pa, odgovorim ...
Da se dobro poljublja, sem ugotovil kaj kmalu.
In da se alkoholiziran v avanture ne podajam, sem mu povedal uro kasneje.
A ti veš, da bi kateregakoli lahko odpeljal domov ... mi pove zelo jezno ... in nisva se več videla.
In sta plesala, Maja z Jasonom1.
Mladenič jo je vprašal, če me lahko poljubi ...
Si predstavljam, da je bil mladi mož na trnih, preden je vprašal (tako je deloval) ... in poljubil.
Nenavadno, a kasneje sem doživel najlepše poljubljanje v življenju.
In Maja je prvič v življenju videla dva fanta poljubljat se. Hecno ...
Je smiselno, da sem slabe volje zaradi sveta, v katerem živim.
Prijateljica Duš mi je že zdavnaj rekla, naj si ustvarim svoj planet ... a mi še ni uspelo.
V Sarajevu mi je to še težje.
Bodri me dejstvo, da sem spoznal nekaj fantastičnih ljudi, kateri so postali del mojega sveta.
Z njimi bom preživel dni, kateri me tu še čakajo.
p.s.: Jason1 ena ima pokvarjen telefon. Verjetno ga nikoli več ne bom videl.
Sarajevo stories have put me in a bad mood. These are associated with a war or incomprehensible standard
of living of many; as a waiter in a restaurant on the day that you earn
10 KM (5 EUR, 4.10 GBP) , halooo?? Other "things" are incomprehensible to me that are happening
on this planet and in my head as well. I perceive that I can not change the world.
On Saturday I went (my second one) on the night trip of Sarajevo with my friend Maya.
I haven't think i'm going to experienced a gay party here.
"These" is not a public theme and city is fool of repressed emotions, as they say.
Nation's mentality says, that man can not love a man ...
In Maya's flat we had some drinks and i have danced three Eurovision choreography's.
A few minutes before eleven we were greeted by a magic snowy city.
I was wondering how the place will look like, how many people will be there ...
About all, i needed a disconnection, dancing and turbofolk music was the right option for me.
FIRST VIDEO
I new it straight away that evening will be special, just how it is on the Balkan.
Inside was some nice visitors and they were still coming.
I noticed Jason1; he was alone and drinking a beer.
I've seen a colleague, he came with a boyfriend and some friends.
I went to say hello.
And ... I immediately noticed his friend Jason2.
He was like ... fiance from my dreams.
I have a wife and I live abroad. Is that a problem, he asked.
No, I answered.
That he's a good kisser, I found out quite soon.
And that i'm not doing drunk one night stands, I told him an hour later.
You know, I could took anyone from here to my place, he told me very very angry ...
And they were dancing, Maya with Jason1.
The youngster asked her, if he may kiss me.
I can imagine, he was a little nervous before asking ... and then he kissed me. Funny.
SECOND VIDEO
It makes sense that I am angry about the world in which I live?
My friend Duš told me long time ago, made your own planet ... but i still couldn't do it.
In Sarajevo is even harder.
But, I have met some fantastic people, which have become a part of my world.
I will spend the rest of my time here with them.
p.s.: Jason's phone is broken; I quess I will never see him again.
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