6. 12. 13

Žiga's hug

Zakaj bi skrbeli, verjetno se nikoli ne bo zgodilo?
Why should we worry as it might never happened.







What has been going on this last month in Hikkaduwa?
Maybe I'll eventually realize that Žiga is in Slovenia and I on the train to Candy.
What Saška has been through, I have no idea. What Jimmy is going through, no idea. 
I know that he's in safe hands. And what's most important, we are all free.

We attract people and events ourselves - most events from the past month and a half have been a great lesson for the future. Some memories with a smile are part of my diary: great moments with Žiga and Jimmy are for keeps, we hugged with Slovenians, Portuguese, French, Americans, Israelis, Danes, Swedes, Serbians, Brits..

It is time to head out into the unknown.
Fear is nothing but an empty word.


Kaj se je dogajalo zadnji mesec v Hikkaduwi?

Mogoče bom pojutrišnjem dojel, da je Žiga v Sloveniji in jest na vlaku za Candy.
Kaj vse je prestala Saška, pojma nimam. Kaj dogaja Jimmyju, pojma nimam; vem, da je v varnih rokah. Kar je najbolj važno, vsi smo na prostem.

Ljudi in dogodke privlačimo sami; večina dogodkov preteklega meseca in pol so kot celota dobra šola in v dnevniškem zapisu ostaja  “v spominu z nasmeškom”, prelepi trenutki z Žigo in Jimmyjem so za v anale, objemali smo se s Slovenci, Portugalci, Francozi, Američani, Izraelci, Danci, Švedi, Srbjanci, Britanci.

Čas je za potep v neznao.
Strah je od znotraj votel, od zunaj ga ni.


Pisarna.
The office.








8. 11. 13

552005



here's a thought for every man
who tries to understand what is in his hand

he walks along the open road of love and life

surviving if he can

21. 10. 13

It's my choice


My desire to understand life or the purpose of existence is still there.
My inner peace is still a riddle to me, but ...  I am going in the right direction. That much I know.
The difficult moments of this summer are history.
Working at Grajska plaža was more or less fun, 
I had many pleasant conversations with people from all around the world.

Choices that come from the heart are the best ones - this is how I find myself on Sri Lanka 
for the next six months.
All I knew before I left was that I was doing the right thing by going.
Fear is just a voice we listen to, empty on the inside.
I saw how true that was on my first day here, even though it was hard to beat ...
My realization: I am a very rich person.


Želja razumeti življenje ali namena obstoja je še vedno prisotna.
Notranji mir je še uganka, a ... se premikam v smeri le tega. To vem.
Težki trenutki letošnjega poletja so zgodovina.
Delo na Grajski plaži je bilo več ali manj luštno; 
veliko je bilo prijetnih debat z ljudmi od vsepovsod.

Srčne izbire so najboljše; le ta me je za pol leta pripeljala na Šri Lanko.
Pred odhodom je bilo vse, kar sem vedel: prav je, da grem.
Strah je “od znotraj je volet, od zunaj ga ni”.
Prvi dan dobivam potrditev, da je temu res tako, čeprav ga je bilo težko premagati ...
Ugotovitev: zelo bogat človek sem.















17. 5. 13

How can you come to know yourself?


Never by thinking, always by doing.
Try to do your duty and you'll know right away what you amount to.
And what is your duty?
Whatever the day calls for. 
Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

8. 1. 13

Silence


What a finish of the year 2012 and the research What is love.
Fantasy.
Italy, 26.12. 2012 - 6.1. 2013
10 days of silence. 
40 men, 40 women.
No mobile phone, internet, alcohol, meat, cigarettes, coffee, chocolate, 
no talking or eye contact (other than with the two leaders there), 
getting up at 4 am, going to bed at 9.30 pm.
Unforgettable.


These sneakers are a souvenir.
I got them there, because my shoes fell apart.